No more swallowing my anger To be loved by you No more biting my tongue To be supported by just a few. I tire of laying down hopelessly Waiting for the pain to go away I feel a different kind of pain Some people would say. They say I'm over sensitive That explains what I feel They say I'm too serious, That I'm spinning the roulette wheel. They fail to recognize-The hate they spin With their cackling laughs I can hear what they say Behind my back, the wistful cracks, about my chubbiness, or the brains that I lack. And they do it to everyone Not just to me, they're heartless...deceiving, make you trust them, lie to your face, only to enthuse them..., What made them so mean? And I try to outrun them I try to leave But I have to spend holidays they're my family. And I'm forced to spend it If I want to be close to my mother And I feel so alone, even among all the others. And I lay in bed at night Trying to decide what to do- take all the pills in the bottl...
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